how could i expect what is not to be expected? why would something I want not given to me? could you just grant my wish just this once so that this time I would be happy..
expectations just really make you devastated once they were not met. I could attest to that. I have been one of those who expects for something to happen but in reality impossible to take place. Who knew that when these times came to my life when I felt that nothing in this world could get right for me that I suppress all the pain and suffering that seems to penetrate the smallest of my veins and the largest of all my being? Maybe God knew. Maybe He just lets me endure all the pain I have to feel in this lifetime so that when I live again in His kingdom, I wouldn't feel even the slightest pain I felt here. Sure I look forward to what had been promised. But I surely want to feel loved, feel happy and contented in this I world I live in. Just for now.
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