An Imagination of truth

I want to write a book that will open the eyes of the ones who cannot see the truth. I want to write a book that will be the reason all of us will be one in believing that women are not toys or decorations that men think they can own. I want to write a book that will forever set the record straight that men and women are on the same level once we are all in heaven.

It was in my 'Women's Studies' where my professor assigned us to write a sypnosis of a book we would like to write discussing about False Images of Women in our society. I thought this might give me an idea of what I would really want to write after school. I have great passion for writing but I dont have formal school in writing novels or fictional stories so I really do not have any idea whether the stories I wrote are credible to be published or not. It took me a week to think of a final topic to write. The idea struck me minutes before the paper is to be submitted. I did not think that what I wrote is correct or not, but as I received my grade in that assignment Iwas very proud.

Letters to Juliet

I really can't wait to see this movie.

Letters to Juliet is a romantic movie that centers upon one letter to Juliet in the fictional lover's Verona Courtyard asking if after all these years does she have to continue searching for her Lorenzo? This movie shows us that love conquers all even time. It even tell us that true love waits.

events

Many things happened for the past three months that I haven't been writing on my blog. I gained experience, I lost someone important, I learned, I taught, I lead, I followed.

February 2010
> busy days in school doing production stuffs as a Mass Communication student. I experienced how difficult it is to be in the entertainment world. It is not easy to be a part of the "Behind the Camera" staff of live shows or even the taped ones. Pressure and misunderstandings with your coworkers will always be there but then, seeing the result of all the hardships that all of the people involved in the show aired, it is more than overwhelming. To my "Friendship" team...you were my best group this entire semester. Thank you.

March 2010
>March 22, 2010-Athena Film Awards night.
I didn't expect to bag awards in all the categories. I hoped but did not expect. But I was very Happy that Jun, Mhayzel, Roan, Aram and Mervin all received the awards they deserved. Congratulations guys.

Jun-SF breakthrough actor
Mhayzel-MV best interpreter
Roan- Best Corporate AVP
Aram-Best Newsletter
Mervin-Best Music Video 1st Runner-up

April 2010
>April 08, 2010
I lost a part of my world. It was Thursday morning at around 7:30 that my father passed away with a smile on his lips. I know he was happy when he left us and I know that he is now with the Father who promised eternal life in heaven. "Papa, I know I haven't been the best daughter to you especially during the times you were in pain. You are out of pain now Papa, you are as good looking as when you were young the last time I saw you lying there as if you were only sleeping. I know I haven't told you that I love you so much. I know its too late to say this but I will still say it. I love you Papa and I miss you so much. I'll do my best to achieve what I promised you. Be happy. =) "


Life is full of happy, sad, and unexpected events that all of us don't have any clue that these things will happen to us. So live life to the fullest and say your I love you's to your moms, dads, brothers, sisters, friends and enemies before its too late.

crap! crap! crap! and more crap!

Why do I waste so much of my time thinking and being sad about someone that I would not even know if he thinks of me too? I just can't seem to understand how he would be so happy while I am in a state of depression since the start of the semester. Damn HIM for making me feel this way, and damn HER for getting in the way! I wish they were like bubbles that once I popped them they would never come back. I wish they were just mere HALLUCINATIONS that I get every time I day dream. Can the past be brought back to the present? Or can I foresee the future if they are still part of it? So many questions that needs answers. Life is just full of CRAP!

LIPad AVP

here is the most creative AVP we made this BOTA..si airra gumawa..hahaha

masaya na nakakaiyak na karanasan

This picture was taken September 26, 2009 at around 2:00pm in Malabon..We stayed at Jewel's house after we had a great night at Sherwood the night before. We had no place to stay after our party. Jewel offered her house, we had no choice so we agreed to go with her without knowing that a storm is coming. We left Sherwood at around 4:30am Sept.26 and arrived at Malabon at around 6:30am. We are all dead tired and sleepy that's why we all went to sleep almost by the time our backs hit the bed. When we woke up, Jewel's mother told us that the flood reached knee high so we will have a hard time going home. But we all faced the danger just to be on our way home. She's right when she told us that but we all had a great time playing under the rain, at first. But when we reached the place where there was flood, we wished we were never born.

These photos are all taken during our jeepney ride after walking on a knee high flood. We were still able to smile despite all the things we experienced going home. When we stepped out of this jeepney the rain started to pour down heavily again and we are again stranded in a mall. I think that was Robinsons's. We are so desperate that we talked to almost all of the people just to go home.

When we all separated, Ate Fe and I went to meet up with my brother-in-law to have aride back home, but taft avenue is like a big sea. The roads are all covered with water that again we "nilusong" We are out of our houses Friday morning and we just arrived home Sunday morning. I cannot forget this experience we had. I will not forget how our block, Block 302 survived typhoon Ondoy. No one's gonna stop us now!

aywan..

meron naman sigurong mga times sa buhay ng tao na minsan hindi mo maintindihan yung sarili mo mismo. may times na iniisip mo eto na pero hindi pa pala. tulad ngayon, hindi ko maintindihan yung sarili ko.

hindi ko masabi sa ngayon kung totoo bang naramdaman ko nang magmahal. sabi nga ni maam o, "love is a choice, not a feeling." I do agree sa sinabi niya. choice naman natin tlaga kung sino yung mamahalin natin tsaka kung tatanggapin natin yung taong gusto nating mahalin. aaminin ko may mahal akong tao..sabihin na nating hindi kumpleto araw ko nang wala siya. madalas hinahanap hanap ko talaga siya. pero hindi ko magawang ipakita sa kanya ng buo ung nararamdaman ko. y?..aukong masira yung pagkakaibigan namin. may tendency kasi siyang hindi mamansin kung malalman niyang may gusto ka sa kanya.I grew to love everything about him. dati gusto ko lang siya kasi ang linis niya tignan, gwapo, maputi, singkit, mabango..yung ideal man mo. pero as time passes na palagi kaming magksama, I learn so much about him. minsan yung mga kapangitan about him I fully welcome. Yung parang wala na akong pakialam na may ganun siyang ugali. basta masaya ako pagkasama ko siya ok na ako. I now know na matalino siya, though tamad. We can discuss anything under the sun kahit minsan may awkwardness samin. siguro yung mga flaws niya na unti unting lumalabas as we get to be closer just makes me like him more. Hindi kasi siya yung type na magpapanggap para lang magpaimpress. aun..

ang nagpapagulo sa isip ko ngayon is, bakit meron akong nararamdaman sa isa ko pang kaibigan?..diba kung may mahal ka na dapat siya na lang wala ng iba?..hinahanap hanap ko din siya..he is the exact opposite nung una kong dinescribe. athletic kasi siya na minsan natutuwa na lang ako na mlamig namn pero siya pinagppwisan. I like him in a way na napipicture ko kaming dalawa together. yung sa una kasi hindi ko mapicture eh..at kung ako ttanungin, auko ipicture out.

haii..I don't know what to do..bahala na siguro si batman sa mga mangyayari..